To let go ..(not)

To let or to go..and then yes let go or go with the flow and other nonsense that for a minute on difficult times give us a tiny boost of confidence  (yeah this is what I’m gonna do)..and then is like this high technology juicer that that you are missing the manual beside a delicious basket of ripe fruits. No manual for letting go, no manual for freeing our mind from the past from the issues that have become a ball of digested cat hair.

But you can always keep on convincing yourself that you are doing it anyways. You are trying to do it, is when you talk to your best friend and hear yourself repeating the word try.

Well.. you are not doing it at all. There is this great possibility that by so much trying you are doing exactly the opposite.  Any effort enclosed in the envelope of life well it doesn’t really gets you to the actual flow. Effort and try are short-term motivation feelings that require a goal and a time lapse. We can’t possibly try over every thing. It steals so much life.

So this beautiful ‘letting go’ all around girls magazines and new age articles it can be your new disaster another thing to let go in the future.

Live it up, is a possible getaway from ‘letting go ‘ things, cause actually we haven’t reached this experience point to just let things go. Things that we prayed for, we manifested a thousand times and just because the result was not exactly the desirable (which will never be) then we try to find thousands of tricks to forget it, to lock it in the old closet and just pretend we go on with our lives. Well..its at least to say a waste of energy.

Live it up, swallow the experience, play the movie a thousand times in your mind, touch the sheets of this memory feel the hardness and..the softness. Digging love in every bit we have experience it can give us lots of pain and other disastrous emotions will rise up too but if we remember well we did wanted all of this and while we were in we were high as hell. And now what?

Now is over. An end. another end. Beautiful dots of life. And more capital letters to follow. Learning to put a dot was a lesson at school but for completely different reasons. We never imagined that the  moment that the teacher told us back in the days that we generate way too big paragraphs. Put some dots.

Once with a dancing partner in contact improvisation, I heard in my ear ‘we should slowly find the end’ yes the end requires investigation, intelligence and joined hands, love.

There is a choice over everything, beginnings, flow, movement and endings. They are all part of the same magic formula that empowers us every day to live and love each moment in it.

So never ‘let go’, be brave to embrace your beautiful or horrible memories with responsibility. You were there more than anybody , they are yours only yours and they hide a message of healing and strength that the best guru could never give you. Refrain from easy lessons, wisdom cracks that lack experience.

Walk beside worn out shoes not beside fearful hearts.

Namaste.

Edited By Shambhala For NamasteWitches